| How many frogs do I have to kiss untill I find my prince? |
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[08 Jul 2007|11:00pm] |
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Malchik Hochet v Tambo |
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Thanks Kari, you made me use this goddamn system again ha ha ha
I'm drawing, but don't have enough time to get on the net, going to intern, thus even LESS time to do shit.
Gonna go to ComiCon as Bloody Rose (look for the title on my nametag) Gonna be flippin fun! Lova's gonna come ova ha ha ha Need to finish the final piece of the outfit, it seem's I never get enough time to go to the fabric store and purchase what I need. Damn.
Gonna buy a couppla new books. 'Vampire Kisses 4' came out last week. Gonna hopefully buy it tomorrow lol. Can't find it anywhere *damn* Also 'The Vampire Within' is a good series, gonna hopefully buy the 1st and the 2nd book of the 3. 3rd one's gonna come out in...October me thinks.
I don't get to have a summer, just finished working on Del Mar faire :-) Was fun, DAMN YOU KYLE AND CLARK!
I'm tired as hell. The book 'The Secret' is actually very enlightning. Who knew?! I was reluctant to pick that up. Tis good though.
I WANT MY ASASSIN DAMN IT!
*cough*
Anyhow...Need to work on some drawing projects for the freakin AP Art. Didn't do many. *damn you robot!* need to finish that thing. Gonna use Gackt for a few things too. Prolly gonna paint for the Scion contest tomorrow. As well as Gackt's eye. Need to draw some perspective. heh Also need to see Volodya. Curses. Hopefully soon.
Damn kids.
Need to learn to make the canvas covered in...What's-it's-face...Don't member. But ya. Need to do that. Last time I painted on fabric profesionally, it was 6 years back. Damn!
Next year's classes gonna be easy as hell :-D
W00T
Anyhow...
See ya kiddoes
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| Tattoo Kiss |
[30 Oct 2006|08:41pm] |
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r.o.r/s - Tattoo Kiss |
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tattoo kiss
the beginning is the red and black passion
relying on my contrary heart at times
tattoo kiss
the trump card is the mission to change the future
I don't need unclear answers for love
the reality that's unbelievable
even if I pretend not to see it, I bet
that truth I drew out
can you feel me now?
to myself who gets excited easily, say what?
the eve I hesitate
dreamin' the dream that won't stop
it's destined to fall
don't stop lovin'
can't stop lovin' you
ya ya ya...
believe in you
even if I lose everything in exchange for it
still lovin'
can't stop lovin' you
no no no...
without giving me any pain at all
and ending it, give me one more play
now's the time to cancel
do you love me more?
the easily changed feeling is a big deal
wandering in heaven
dreamin' the top rated star
I leave it up to the goddess
don't stop lovin'
can't stop lovin' you
ya ya ya...
believe in you
even if I gain everything I wanted
still lovin'
can't stop lovin' U
no no no...
dreamin' the dream that won't stop
it's destined to fall
don't stop lovin'
can't stop lovin' you
ya ya ya...
believe in you
even if I lose everything in exchange for it
still lovin'
can't stop lovin' you
no no no...
tattoo kiss
the beginning is the red and black passion
relying on my contrary heart at times
tattoo kiss
touching upon yesterday slowly, passion
cutting off the risk that will never fade
tattoo kiss
the trump card is the mission to change the future
I don't need unclear answers for love
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| For all you... |
[22 Oct 2006|07:52pm] |
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This is for all you who comment:
WRITE YOUR GODDAMN NAME OR SOMETHING, 'cause I can recon a few who're typin, but not all, so please WRITE THE DAMN THING!
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| Red Rose |
[15 Oct 2006|10:53pm] |
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Надежда подсказала, дорога привела
Меня туда, где роза прекрасная цвела.
И сердце загорелось от яркого огня,
Но острыми шипами ты встретила меня.
Роза красная моя, сердце часто бьется,
Лепестков твоих дурман надо мною вьется.
Роза красная моя, привыкаю к боли,
Навсегда к тебе шипы сердце мое прикололи.
Хочу тебя коснуться, шипы мне пальцы жгут,
Хочу уйти, а ноги обратно не идут.
Стою перед тобою, дыханье затая,
Не будь со мной такою, колючая моя.
Роза красная моя, сердце часто бьется,
Лепестков твоих дурман надо мною вьется.
Роза красная моя, привыкаю к боли,
Навсегда к тебе шипы сердце мое прикололи.
Роза красная моя, привыкаю к боли,
Навсегда к тебе шипы сердце мое прикололи.
Надежда подсказала, дорога привела
Меня туда, где роза прекрасная цвела.
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| Angel |
[13 Oct 2006|04:39pm] |
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Nymphetamine |
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*chorus*
There was once upon an Angel,
A Miracle's heart
There was once upon a beauty,
Your heart's the one.
The once upon the beauty,
Your life's intent,
Spread it's wings up higher,
And flew with regret.
Oh, dearest angel,
Your eyes are so bright
Please come into my darkness,
My forsaken, lost world.
Oh, dear,
Enter my soal.
You flew away, and fell upon the ground.
*acapella*
Darknesse's embrace,
Light's caress,
Shadow's burn,
Light's love.
My dearest love,
Come to my heart,
Erase the pain that shatter's the break
Oh dearest sunlight,
Don't leave this earth yet,
My lover, Darkness, son't forget my soal
*chorus*
There was once upon a time a life, an eternity
With you, my dear angel,
As savior's hope
Once in a heart,
Once in a dream
Once in desire
Once in our own, dark fire
The river, our mother take's us all away
The deep, dark September, take's our love away
*chorus*
Oh come to me, angel
Embrace my dark wings and let my hope shine through
For once upon a time, on the wings of your loneliness sun still shined through.
Once in your heart,
Once in a love,
Once in the darkness,
once in the light
You shall be mine.
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[02 Oct 2006|12:59am] |
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I see frogs...None of them are princes, don't worry >.>
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[18 Sep 2006|03:35pm] |
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Aerosmith - Dream On |
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Like I said: You may wish, but wished do not come true.
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| Unfaithful |
[16 Sep 2006|01:35am] |
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Rihannah - Unfaithful |
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Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cuz it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that this sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
Accepts I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see you dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer
Our Love...his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this anymore ...whoah..anymore
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...a murderer... a murderer... no no no yeah yeah yeah..
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| Heaven |
[14 Sep 2006|11:54pm] |
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E Nomine - Lucifer |
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The word of heaven,
Shall speak your name aloud.
The story bring's the life,
Life's endless beginning.
The story long fortold,
Hope that's never lost.
The wisper of the last kiss,
Hopes arisen.
The breath of wind,
The wisper, the voice
You see,
There's no turning back.
The words of heaven,
Shall speak your name aloud.
The wisper,
The bright sound.
The lifeless bound.
The killer that's never found.
Love that's all around.
Wisper in the name,
Sweat on the ground.
Emptyness of sound,
Lifeless body drown's
The sound of heaven,
Is it up or down?
Words,
Does the world go round?
The lifeless wisper,
Breath upon my skin.
Heaven.
Body's last desire.
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| Liveless Heart |
[12 Sep 2006|08:10pm] |
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Tears on my flesh,
Tears in my blood.
Is there a reason my heart is crying?
You walked away without a trace
No words of laughter to deny me.
The little words,
The thoughts so dear,
They crept away,
No hearts stood clear.
The veins dripping,
Lusty blood.
Spilling to the floor and dying.
The empty wings,Like selfless strings,
Falling to the ground and dying.
The trembling heart,
Look, tear fall's.
Why are my eyes so dark and guarded?
Why are my thoughts so empty,
Stranded
The lifeless body,
Empty of hope.
Is there left one, last drop?
Let me prevent it,
Take the last breath,
Except my lips,
Drink my dark poison.
The life I gave you,
Promice made
No sorrows,
Emptyness or coldness.
My trembling heart,
It beat's so slowly.
The andless bloody flow of veins,
Drunk on it's color and the taste.
The lonesome, deep, dark poison
The last embrace,
The choice is given:
Accept my lips,
Or be forgiven.
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| A poem from my friend |
[03 Sep 2006|03:11am] |
Baby the day...
I told you what was on my mind.
I didnt think...
That you were gonna take it that way.
So here I am...
sittin', cryin' over you.
I'm feeling numb...
what amI gonna do?
(Im heartbroken) Thinkin' about you
(I cant seem) to stop cryin' over you
(I'm so through) with all the heartbeaks I went though
(so guess what) I'm so through with you
I'm so....Heartbroken
I'm so....Heart-bro-ken
Aint no magic in this world, gonna heal this pain I have.
I'm still cryin' over you, why cant I be through?
This is what I feel is right, I cant speak to you
speakin' leads to thinkin'
thinknin' leads to memmories
memmories that lead to you
you lead to cryin'
cryin' leads to pain
pain leads to suffering...
I cant take this no more
(Im heartbroken) Thinkin' about you
(I cant seem) to stop cryin' over you
(I'm so through) with all the heartbeaks I went though
(so guess what) I'm so through with you
I'm so....Heartbroken
I'm so....Heart-bro-ken
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| ****** MAN |
[29 Aug 2006|09:30pm] |
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Panic! At the Disco |
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Well...He is apperently alive and kickin, though I'm a bit pissed-ness because of that...FUCKIN MAN humpf...
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| Poisonous (Just thought I'd post it here from devi) |
[16 Aug 2006|11:53pm] |
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Groove Coverage - Poison |
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One light touch,
Your heart will melt.
A sence of skin,
Desire draw's near.
I whisper in the wind,
Your blood run's hot.
The sences desappear.
All you see are bright, blue eyes.
All you sence,
Is that light touch.
All I wish for,
Is your smile.
My heart tremble's,
Fill's with desire.
Your poisonous lips,
Oh how I desire them on me.
The poisonous feel,
Please don't kill my heart.
I want you now,
I want you here,
I desire your feel.
Please come to me now,
Come to me, my beloved.
Touch me tonight,
Look up to the stars.
Come to my embrace,
Make my heart race.
Feel my hands tremble,
Feel my lips burn.
Once you step up,
All I can see is your dreamy gaze.
When you embrace me,
My heart shall stop.
When you'll smile,
My blood shall run hot.
Don't come near me,
My lover of stars.
Once you shall come,
I shall melt,
I shall die,
Oh dearest heart of mine,
Now you stop.
Your lips softly touch mine,
Our breathing stop's.
Your lips capture mine,
I am now your's.
The poison that fill's the dark goblet shall spread.
Blood, and poison, all mixed to red.
Our tight embrace,
Make my heart ace,
Make's my heart burn,
The passion awoke.
When the kiss stop's,
I can feel nothing else,
But the poisonous lips that burned my flesh.
Your poison spread's all through me,
My sences cannot return.
My heart burn's,
I desire it more,
But give none till next time,
Nothing in return.
The touch of flesh,
The fire of poison,
The light breath on your neck.
I shall desire more,
We shall not be sated still,
Your heart will burn,
Untill next time's turn.
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| YEYNESS!!!!! |
[05 May 2006|03:48pm] |
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Within Temptation |
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I'm so happy today *gigglegiggle...gigglegiggle* Haven't been so happy in a LONG while...I'm going tomorrow to go and see 'Mission impossible 3' with hopefully Nick...And he's so frgo and he's so freakin' fun!!!!!...Oh ya...Remember 'pritty boy'? His parents kicked him outta the house the day after his b-day...And kicked him straight across from where I live...So it's like...uhh...3 min walk from me or less...Scary?...No...Seanie jealous?...Yeah...lol...Saw him walking and he told me that he was there...LMFAO...One of the funniest, freakiest things of today...lol...And he shaved, so he look's cute once more...LMFAO...Also had my 'Kitty' mode today...FUNNNESS...Made Nick laugh...Made self laugh XD...
And can't talk to Seanie for a while..He's sneaking on though *clap from happiness* talking to him now...Miss him so...Damn parents!...So happy to hear from him...When he'd get to summer school (can't a guy pass psychology, or only girls can???!) we'd be able to talk the usual way *giggle*...I miss him and he's being such a fuckin' jerk at the moment...I agree with Drewey (his roomy) he can be such a....DAMN HIM MAN...
And I'm going to write a book! I got my insparation! (And my brain...Miraculously...Back) About a teen-aged girl in high school...And of course the dark twist to it *evil giggle*...So...Wish me luck!!!!!
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| haha |
[10 Apr 2006|10:42pm] |
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Here's the new update...Broke up with my bf, got a new hawtie...Got pissed at a friend, got friends again...Got my renissance dress done and been in the Escondido fair for both weekends...You can see some pix on my myspace http://www.myspace.com/elenatriela ...Got new friends...Becka's awsome, also on myspace in the top 8...And some more friends...Got to meet Alission in her renissance outfit, she's so awsome!!!...Today I'm pissed off, my karate teacher was a jerk and such...He didn't allow me to take the test, AGAIN gota re-schedule it on some other time...WTF?!...And now Seanie-poo (my bf who's the best thing in the world, because he's just like me, but a guy...Same evil too :D) is calming me down...So I'm feeling a bit better, since he's the only one who can calm me down...Somehow...And the only one who I listen to...lol...So...That's it so far...Oh ya..My X's moping around and is depressed...Heh...He cheat's and he mope's...WTF?!...Anyway..that's all kids...Peace out...
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| Song 2 |
[06 Mar 2006|05:07pm] |
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Philip Rirkorov - Red Rose |
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Hope wispered, road brought me there where a beautiful rose bloomed.
And heart began to burn from the bright fire,
But with the sharp thorns you met me.
My red rose, heart's beating clearly,
Your petal's scent above me's floating.
My read rose, getting used to the pain,
Forever your thorns pierced through my heart.
I want to touch you,
Thorns are burning my fingers,
Want to go away, but my feet turn back.
Standing near you, holding my breath,
Don't be this way with me, my sharp.
My red rose, heart's beating clearly,
Your petal's scent above me's floating.
My read rose, getting used to the pain,
Forever your thorns pierced through my heart.
My read rose, getting used to the pain,
Forever to you thorns pierce through my heart.
Hope wispered, road brought me there,
Where a beautiful rose bloomed.
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[06 Mar 2006|04:44pm] |
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Philip Rirkorov - Red Rose |
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Надежда подсказала, дорога привела
Меня туда, где роза прекрасная цвела.
И сердце загорелось от яркого огня,
Но острыми шипами ты встретила меня.
Роза красная моя, сердце часто бьется,
Лепестков твоих дурман надо мною вьется.
Роза красная моя, привыкаю к боли,
Навсегда к тебе шипы сердце мое прикололи.
Хочу тебя коснуться, шипы мне пальцы жгут,
Хочу уйти, а ноги обратно не идут.
Стою перед тобою, дыханье затая,
Не будь со мной такою, колючая моя.
оза красная моя, сердце часто бьется,
Лепестков твоих дурман надо мною вьется.
Роза красная моя, привыкаю к боли,
Навсегда к тебе шипы сердце мое прикололи.
Роза красная моя, привыкаю к боли,
Навсегда к тебе шипы сердце мое прикололи.
Надежда подсказала, дорога привела
Меня туда, где роза прекрасная цвела.
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| DUDE! |
[16 Feb 2006|04:52pm] |
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Ivanushki International |
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WHEN I THOUGHT THINGS WEREN'T WEIRD ENOUGH, I FIND OUT THAT MY FRIEND ACCEPTED TO MARRY A GUY! AND SHE IS 18!!!!!! IS IT JUST ME OR THE WORLD HAS GONE CRAZ???????
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| Boulevard of broken dreams |
[01 Feb 2006|03:28pm] |
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I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-
My shadows the only one who walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone
Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ahh
Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah , ahh
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a-
My shadows the only one who walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone up there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone
Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ahh
I walk alone and I walk a-
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a-
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Till then I'll walk alone
гуляю сиротливая дорога
Единственное одно я всегда знал
Не знайте куда она идет
Но она домашняя к мне и я гуляю самостоятельно
Я гуляю эта пустая улица
На boulevard сломленных сновидений
Где город спит
И я единственное одним и я гуляю самостоятельно
Я гуляю самостоятельно я гуляю самостоятельно
Я гуляю самостоятельно и я гуляю a-
Мои тени единственное одно гуляет около меня
Мои отмелые сердца единственная вещь бьет
Иногда я желаю кто-то вверх там найдет меня
' до после этого я погуляю самостоятельно
Ампер-час ah, ah ah, ah ah, ahh
Ампер-час ah, ah ah, ah ah, ahh
Я гуляю вниз с линии
То разделяет меня где-то в моем разуме
На линии граници края
И куда я гуляю самостоятельно
Прочитано между линиями
Fucked вверх и все alright
Проверите мои существенные знаки знать я все еще жив
И я гуляю самостоятельно
Я гуляю самостоятельно я гуляю самостоятельно
Я гуляю самостоятельно и я гуляю a-
Мои тени единственное одно гуляет около меня
Мои отмелые сердца единственная вещь бьет
Иногда я желаю кто-то вверх там найдет меня
' до после этого я погуляю самостоятельно
Ампер-час ah, ah ah, ah ah, ahh
Я гуляю самостоятельно и я гуляю a-
Я гуляю эта пустая улица
На boulevard сломленных сновидений
Где город спит
И я единственное одним и я гуляю a-
Мои тени единственное одно гуляет около меня
Мои отмелые сердца единственная вещь бьет
Иногда я желаю кто-то вне там найдет меня
' до после этого я погуляю самостоятельно
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[19 Jan 2006|05:24pm] |
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OMFG!!! |
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One of the most flying funny things just happened!!! Kamui had his custom title as "Drakeypoodles" LMFAO!!! MY GOD IS THAT FUNNY!!!!!!!! And I'm getting the kicks out of it XDDDDD DRAKEYPOODLES YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT HIT YOU!!!...Oh, waight...You never do XDDDDD
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